I feel so down, I feel so angry, I want to shout at the top of my lungs because I can't do this anymore. I want to exhale every single madness I have, every ounce of sadness I'm feeling right now. I feel so alone and weak, it feels like I'm alone in this fight, I'm alone and no one really cares to help me. They will just say "you can do this", "you can do that" but they didn't move an inch to help me or just lend me their hand to "try" to help me. Konti na lang sasabog na ko, konting konti na lang hindi ko na kakayanin. No one really knows what I feel, no one really knows because they are not in my shoes, they are not me who is in the middle of this fight surrounded by enemies and no one in my team wants to help me because they just really don't care at all. Inch by inch I am losing myself and I'm afraid of that feeling. If nobody wants to help me get through this, then I'll just distance myself and try to find people who can help and will try to help me to the best that they could.
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