for you

i don't know how exactly we met

but i'm glad you're still here with me

someone told me we're not meant to be

and i'm scared that one day you'll leave me

because every time i'm with you..

it feels like..

i'm finally home...

my Past, my Present and my forever Future..

Am I dreaming?..

I think I'm not..

But my story surely began with a dream..

4 years ago..

I let go of my Past..

I let go all the memories we had..

He's now with someone else and I'm very happy for him..

4 years ago..

I found out that my best friend has feelings for me..

I found out that friendship is all I can give..

He's now with someone who gave the love I wasn't able to give..

and I'm very happy for him..

4 years ago..

I chose him..

I chose him because my mind and my heart said so..

My savior is with me..

and I'm very happy with him..

4 years ago..

I thought I'll die..

because of disease that was very hard to cure..

I lose my hope..

and started to accept that I won't have a happy ending with him..

I decided to to tell him the truth..

The truth that I missed him..

The truth that I like him..

The truth that I want him..

The truth that I love him..

I've accepted my faith..

I've accepted death with open arms..

but thanks to him..

He never lose hope that I can be cured..

He stand as my motivation..

He stand as my inspiration..

He stand as my reason..

I know my savior..

Saved me..

Is saving me..

and will save me..

from all the things that hurt and will hurt me..

I hear the birds singing..

I feel the warmth of the sun..

I smell the fragrance of flowers..

I opened my eyes..

I see him beside me..

sleeping soundly..

it made me smile..

no more tears for me..

just happiness..

I whispered in his ears..

"you are my savior..my new Past..my only Present and my forever Future"

now..It's all real..