Dreams can actually bring back feelings that were already forgotten...
As I open my eyes I thought it was real....
His presence..
His smile..
His smell..
The way he touched me..
The way he held my hands..
The way he said that he wants me back..
How much he meant every word he said..
How he chased me because he didn't want me to go..
How much effort he exerted just to make me believe he is serious..
I kept on running away not because I want him no more..but because I'm afraid that we'll commit the same mistake again.
I kept on pulling my hand from his because I'm afraid to fall for his words again..
I kept on saying NO because somehow I want to say YES..
I kept on making him believe it's over because I want us to start all over again..
I kept on pushing him away because I want him to hug me tight..
I'm afraid to have a second chance with him and it hurts me so bad..
It's already the end of our story.....
But as I walk in the aisle of the unknown church, I saw a man sitting on the floor..
Then I realized he saw everything that happened between me and my past..
As I came close to him, he stood up..
He stared at me with his gentle eyes and I can see the promise of security and love..
He offered his hand..
and my tears fell...
