empty room

I wonder why I am in this empty room..
Feeling I am doomed..


I see nothing, I can't see anything..
It's like black ate everything..


I am afraid I'll be locked in here forever..
Am I going to allow it? never!


Darkness embraced me..
Oh I have to find the key..


Right now I have to stop talking..
Instead, I have to start walking..


I need to find a way out..
Suddenly I want to shout..


I have to stay calm..
So I put together my Palms..


I closed my eyes..
and it felt so nice..


Abruptly, I hear someone calling my name..
Looks like a girl wants to play a game..


In the darkness, she wants me to find her..
This challenge, I have to bear..


I follow the sound of her voice..
Thank God there's no other noise..


I can hear her voice louder and louder..
I totally became a hunter..


I stopped, I know she's already behind me..
and it's scaring the hell out of me..


I can't hear a sound..
So I turned around..


I am shocked..
Am I being mocked?..


I see my own reflection..
I'm not ready for this revelation..


She's smiling and holding the key..
and she said something to me..


"The key is within you..
To get yourself out of this doom"


In a blink of an eye..
She vanished, I wondered why..


and it hit me!
I know now what can set me free..


Now I know why I am here in this empty room..
A room full of doom..


I held my chest..
and it's in mess..


My heart stopped beating..
So I have to start healing..


I saw that someone I left behind, waiting for me..
and I want that person to see..


I remember now our beautiful story..
So that person need not to worry..


Now I am going back..
Where I left that person crying and sad..


Once I get home..
I will never ever again leave you alone..

a short blog about a four letter word..

In twenty years of living, I learned that Love is..

A four letter word that has different kinds..

I want to thank my family who introduced me what unconditional love is..

no matter how many times I failed, they are still there to help me stand up again..

I want to thank the people who introduced me what friendship love is..

through them I realized that I can care for others..

I want to thank the person who introduced me what puppy love is..

from him, I learned that I am capable of seeing the beauty of other people..

I want to thank the person who introduced me what shallow love is..

from him, I learned that love cannot be seen through the physical attributes and capabilities of a person..

I want to thank the person who introduced me what fake love is..

from him, I learned that sometimes you thought you love that person but the truth is, you didn't love him even a bit..

I want to thank the person who introduced me what first love is..

from him, I learned that your first love will always be your first love just because he was the first person you love and nothing more..

Lastly, I want to thank the person who showed me what true love means..

from him, I learned that love is an unexplainable emotion that only our heart knows how to define it..

Different kinds of love..

Different meanings of love..

What is important in this four letter word is that..

It can't be seen, it can't be tasted, it can't be smelled, it can't be heard but... 

it can be felt..

and that is enough to make us happy..