The one that got away.

Phone's battery is near empty, but I couldn't stop my fingers from typing. I am currently in the middle of the road, experiencing bad traffic and all I can do to entertain myself is to write this blog.

Another morning, another chance to do something good, something that will make me a better person but actually I am not in the mood to go to work, I am on the brink of telling a lie that I don't feel well.

Well maybe this is just a consequence of choosing a normal life. My heart knows what I really want but my body and mind hinder me to take an action.

Since I was in highschool, I know what I want and where I want to go, I imagined the career I want to pursue. When I got in college, I Started to dream big, I started to believe that I can achieve what I want in life. but when my dreams were already in my hands, life gave me a reality check and I chose to let it go.

I realized that even how passionate you are in what you are doing, it doesn't mean it is for you. Everytime I watch television or commercials or even listen to radio, It brings me so much pain because they keep on reminding me that even though I gave my all, it's just that, it is really not meant for me.

But who knows, maybe God has a bigger, better and much glamorous plans ahead for me. He knows what I want, and he knows how much I love it.

The mighty one

There are a lot of things to be thankful for.

I went to school to pass the requirements in one of our subjects, it felt so good and excited because I know I already passed the subject, but there are a lot more things to do, I still have many assignments to work on.

When I think about myself these past few weeks, I am terribly terrified to what will happen to my future if I don't accomplished everything. I was hopeless and thoughts of giving up were starting to get in my head, but in one blink of an eye, God started to take over. 

Yes, God gave me the help i badly needed. Maybe he just tested how far can I go, and when he saw how bad my situation is, he use his instruments to send help. 

We people (yes including me) tend to forget God in times of happiness or when we are too busy and pre-occupied with our job or other important matters to do but him, he never forgets us. Even if we don't pray at night or thank him before we eat our food, he never fails to bless us.

I am a living witness of God's grace and mercy. I can testify a hundred times how good and loving God is. He answered almost all of our prayers, he is generous, kind and has a never ending support and love for his children.

Let's praise him always for we owe everything to the Lord. God bless everyone!