I may look like 16..
I may feel like 16..
I may act like 16..
but really..
I'm already 20..
I can now do the things I weren't able to do back then..
I can't have sleepovers with my friends..
I can't go out with my friends unplanned..
I can't go to my classmate's house to do projects..
I can't go home late because of schoolworks..
I can't have a trip alone..
but I can say that my parents are not strict..
it's just that..
I'm still young to do those things..
now that I am at legal age..
I can now go out with my friends unplanned..
I can now go to my classmate's house to do projects..
I can now go home late because of schoolworks..
I can now have a trip alone..
but I still can't have sleepovers with my friends (haha!)..
but there is one thing they never forbid me to do..
and that is to..
entertain suitors..
when I was in high school my mom will always say..
"go on just accept their gifts..just don't have boyfriend"
but now..when I said to my mom that someone asked me out..she said..
"go on..spend time with him, just the two of you...it will let you know the real him"
I'm really shocked but at the same time happy..
because now that I'm already a grown up..
I'm secured that this time..I can really express what I feel...
when?
where?
I don't know..
but it is surely..
In God's will..
